3. Consciousness

I am not insane.
I don't suffer from depression.
A choice not to continue my journey on Earth.

Freeing my consciousness from my body.
Leaving a material world behind.
Allowing my consciousness to travel the universe, enter the fifth dimension, the spirit world?
10 Billion Galaxies.
Trillions of stars and planets.
Such a huge expanse of space.

OR. 
Perhaps I am?

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